1. |
Fighting With A Mirror
02:55
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V1: Shave your legs and cut your hair it’s only natural to care
Pick your skin and make your eyebrows thin this is what we do
Fit the box, smooth your edges we don’t want no curvy crookedness
does anybody else think thats messed up
CH: Fighting with a mirror
Fighting with an image
Fighting with another about how pretty I am
When you stare deep down
Is it all clear now
Nothing good comes from comparison
Ah’s
V2:
Vulnerable
As the lines get tighter
A contour a colour
a face with a smile drawn on
would it help to fill the gaps
We supposedly have
Fuck it it sucks to carry a mask
to want it all off but it’s never enough
Why don’t we stop we push and we prode
I want it all gone why we don’t stop
Fighting with a mirror
Fighting with an image
Fighting with another about how pretty I am
When you stare deep down
Is it all clear now
Nothing good comes from comparison
Ah’s
Nothing good comes from comparison
In my head I say goodbye to it (repeat)
(Over the ahs)
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2. |
Under-Deeper
04:01
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All the little stuff soon weighs a ton,
It stacks up, it stacks up,
Too much to handle on my own,
It Over-flows, it over-flows,
Racing heart, sweaty palms,
Sharp stab in my lungs,
I go under,
Under-deeper,
Down in the valley, I go under-water,
I go under,
Under-deeper,
Down in the valley, I go under-water,
Switch the pressure off wish I could,
It builds up, it builds up,
Receiving mostly doubt, interferes,
It overrides, my state of mind,
Racing heart, sweaty palms,
Sharp stab in my lungs,
I go under,
Under-deeper,
Down in the valley, I go under-water,
Down in the valley, I go under-water
Panic-striken, sirens screaming,
Restless thinking, body’s frozen
Down in the valley, down in the valley
Down in the valley, down in the valley,
Blurry vision, silently bleed,
I need you to resuscitate me,
Down in the valley, down in the valley,
Down in the valley, Down in the valley,
Racing heart, sweaty palms,
Sharp stab in my lungs,
I go under,
Under-deeper,
Down in the valley, I go under-water,
Down in the valley, I go under-water,
I go under (I go down)
Under-deeper (see me sliding)
I go under (Drag me down)
Under-deeper
I go under
Under-deeper
I go under
Under-deeper
Under-deeper, Under-deeper
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3. |
Black Swan
04:07
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I acquainted myself
with a double-edged sword
sharpened on my skin
the most unlawful win was yours
Mercy is for the weak you said
Ego filled like my bath-
tub at 3am
trying to wash off your stench
Two-faced criminal
Killed me subliminally
Too late to realise the weeds you planted inside
You're a black swan in a black pond
I'm swimming far from
I was blinded I'm relighting
My fire in the sky
Casting shadows as you pass
Causing riots in you path,
Tinted glass is transparent at last
You can paint a coward gold,
Dress em up in the nicest clothes,
I'm not sold if the truth isn't home
No I’m not sold no no no no no no no
If the truth isn’t home
You're a black swan in a black pond
I'm swimming far from
I was blinded I'm relighting
My fire in the sky
Wearing all the weather now I’m feeling better,
Dance with pain don’t let it stay,
Stare it in the face call it by name,
You can reach out and say I’m not okay,
Cause I’m finding my faith,
Get back to the place where the darkness fades,
You're a black swan in a black pond
I'm swimming far from
I was blinded I'm relighting
My fire in the sky
You're a black swan in a black pond
I'm swimming far from
I was blinded I'm relighting
My fire in the sky
My fire in the sky
Baby don’t you do me wrong
I’ll start my fire
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4. |
You Before Me
02:52
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Oh I loved you more than I loved me
I did not see my own beauty
Without you around I was unhappy
Cause I was not healthy
I saw you as a king
I was falling at your feet
I thought you were a god
Towering up above me
I never saw your faults
I was dancing in the dirt
I thought you were the
greatest thing to walk the earth
How silly could I be
To put you before me
I would’ve died to keep you alive
You meant more to me than life
But I feel sorry for the old me
I was not healthy
I saw you as a king
I was falling at your feet
I thought you were a god
Towering up above me
I never saw your faults
I was dancing in the dirt
I thought you were the
greatest thing to walk the earth
It’s automatic
you were a habit
I’m letting go
I am the magic
Without your tragic oh oh
If this is a pattern
Then I wanna scrap it
It’s time to go
Cause I am the magic
I saw you as a king
I was falling at your feet
I thought you were a god
Towering up above me
I never saw your faults
I was dancing in the dirt
I thought you were the
greatest thing to walk the earth
I saw you as a king
I was falling at your feet
I thought you were a god
Towering up above me
I never saw your faults
I was dancing in the dirt
I thought you were the
greatest man to walk the earth
How silly could I be
To put you before me (you Before me)
How silly could I be
To put you before me (you Before me)
How silly could I be
To put you before me
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5. |
Keep Walking
03:40
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Running from cold shadows,
They chase you up and down,
they know you’re every frown,
Eyes don’t see no lies,
So stop telling yourself,
things are getting worse,
Grow your legs real tall,
Keep walking on, (Keep walking),
Tomorrows a new day,
yesterday is gone, (yesterday is),
The tide will come and the tide will go,
Things will get better that I do know,
Let go of your regret,
They’re a waste of breath,
Cause you are better than this,
I’m looking at you,
A beautiful human,
Embrace those miseries,
C’mon open up to me
Grow your legs real tall,
Keep walking on, (Keep walking),
Tomorrows a new day,
yesterday is gone, (yesterday is),
The tide will come and the tide will go,
Things will get better that I do know,
Forgiveness oh,
Things will come your way real soon,
Forgiveness oh,
If you have the right mind,
Grow your legs real tall,
Keep walking on, (Keep walking),
Tomorrows a new day,
yesterday is gone, (yesterday is),
The tide will come and the tide will go,
Things will get better that I do know,
Things will get better that I do know,
Things will get better that I do know,
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JESA Evans Head, Australia
Balancing sweet, soulful and gritty, JESA is a self-proclaimed "artivist" hailing out the Northern Rivers rainbow region. Her term 'artivist' means her songwriting acts as a form of activism covering topics like climate change, mental health and feminism. Paired with soulful vocals, punchy guitar and bold storytelling she stacks up to the likes of Lisa Mitchell, Phoebe Bridgers, and Nai Palm. ... more
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